Walmart greeter!

I cant do it. I just cant get dressed..dressed hair done , war paint on to spend another day in an isolated cell..zero interaction other than the occasional tap on the door from a producer who is starting to panic . So I shower, dress in a slightly well thought out out fit that looks my age but still says.."I'm 35 not your grandma.." In my outfit, in my cell, showered, ready for war..watching the same shot a 10001 times till I can find the magic point where i make the cut..Or maybe I just say screw trying the magic point. I'll just throw an effect on there. That is what every one does now anyway. Sitting in my cell..watching that shot now for the 10002nd time realizing I have become completely desensitized to what is going on in the story...that a story about a serial killer killing 5 Gainsville students, a grandfather his granddaughter and her nephew..has zero emotional effect on me. The interviews of investigators..medical examiners poring there soul out on to HDV about this story and all I care is that I can get a clean cut in between the words "been and mutilated"...going back to editing seemed like a good idea at the time.
Maybe walmart is hiring.